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Name: Eric
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Birthday: 3/29/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Video games, sports, paintball, playin my bass or trumpet, hangin out with friends
Expertise: i have no expertise
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  EMlitaker
MSN: the_talented_mystery
Member Since:
5/7/2004
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Memento
By Guy Pearce, Carrie-Anne Moss, Joe Pantoliano, Mark Boone Junior, Russ Fega
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This is the true story, of one guy, picked to live an a townhouse, and work every day. to find out what happens when he stops being polite...and starts getting real...
Well i guess i can say things have semi-turned around since last entry. That was a bad night for various reasons and looking back there's not much I could have done in the situation but whatev. Basically I've turned numb to the entire situation/reason for this. but it is difficult to smile, if people only knew what I was thinking and what i wanted to say. I really need to vent everything but I'm kind of a private person and I'm just not comfortable with it. Maybe someday i can work up the courage for it.
In good news....I BOUGHT A MOTORCYCLE TODAY!!!!!! yeah i found it on craigslist sunday night, emailed the guy and he responded monday morning. I was the first of his offers to go out and look at the bike so I got it. Had to drive back to benton harbor this morning cause i have no banks in kzoo area and i needed to take out money for it. Then he dropped it off around 12:30 today and we transferred the title and filled all the paperwork. They seemed like a nice couple and were very accomidating. so $3400 later i have a 1999 Honda CBR 600F4 with a matching helmet, a jacket with matching gloves. Got the insurance on it today, man my bank account took a hit. I am scared for how this is going to impact me financially. I have to pay rent/electric/phone/bike payment/and bike insurance every month. Then i have to get groceries/gas, whatevers left over is what i can spend. Not a whole lot on the omax salary.
More good news is i am actually spending time with my coworkers and hanging out with them outside of work. They are great for the most part, lol. But seriously i like it because its like uncharted territory, new people, new places, new adventures.
I am going to game 5 of the western conference finals in hockey tomorrow. Red wings vs. Blackhawks. Ive only been to 1 game and it was awesome so i can imagine how awesome this is gunna be. I wanna go to some more concerts this summer as well. Offspring, Blink-182, Weezer....all gunna be seen. as well as cubs games sprinkled in there...it will be the summer of ticketed admission.
well i think thats all i wanna say for now, goodbye readers
Eric
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| oh my god....tonight was NOT fun.
Well i should explain, it was fun, then a thing happened and now im really mad/depressed. How can i shut off my mind...i dont even know what to do right now. I need to escape all of this. ive found i cant work at omax anymore, its too much....i gotta go
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| So i am better than i was. Life seems to have a light on the horizon, but idk. Somethings still linger in limbo for me. Its kind of hard for me to talk about it because im not even sure what to say.
I like how its starting to rain and thunderstorm, its kind of calming in a weird sadistic kind of way. Working at the office max is really starting to get repetitious.
I want to get that motorcycle. I need to go somewhere. I wish there was a place i could just escape to and get my mind of my situation in kalamazoo. Watervliet is too far away. So idk.
cubs need to step it up, bulls should win, red wings got this on lock.
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| yeah....life has been sucking for me
ive been very bipolar on my emotions, somedays i will be fine and dandy. But other days, like today, i just feel like my life is being wasted right now. I have no social life whatsoever. It is a friday night and i am in my room doing nothing. I dont know if anyone is doing anything or what. I feel like i just need some excitement in my life. A new job/new place/new state/maybe try the whole gf thing again?
I just seem to be getting very frustrated when im at work and i feel like ive given up on everything. Like there is no point conversing with people because their will be no payoff.
maaaaaaaan, this sucks.
but i have been going to cubs game so that is good. 
i seem like i have a lot of rage with no release, i need some sort of outlet for it. just bored with life i guess.
im sorry if i sound like a broken record, just tryin to release some thoughts.
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| i think im gunna update this more of a weekly basis than annually, lol. I feel like it could be therapeutic to express your thoughts into a blog so u dont have to think about them.
well my 23rd bday has come and gone. It was fun. Jake got me resident evil 5 for the xbox. that game is sawweeeeeeeeeeet. My mom came up on saturday the 28th because no one can really do anything on sundays with homework and work schedules. So my mom came up and me, her, jake, joel, and ashley went to olive garden. Its kind of become a bday tradition for me. It was amazing as always. I forget how much fun just getting dinner with people is. After that we came back to the apt and had some txc carrot cake which is also amazing. its 10 bucks a slice but they are huge slices and its very good. Then my mom left and we started the drinking ceremony, lol. Our neighbors were also celebrating a bday so we had the convienence of being able to go over there to party and come back to hang out in peace. Jake lost a bet in beer pong so he had to shave his head into a mohawk....Ok i thought it looked good but the general female consensus proved otherwise so its gone now. hes a skinhead.
ive been lookin around for a motorcycle lately on craigslist. I was supposed to get one last year but when i was let go from txc i knew i couldnt spend most of my money on a bike when i had no income coming in. Well now im about where i was so im looking again. I would love to be able to ride this summer.
also always on the lookout for more tattoo ideas. I dont really care what i put on my body, lol, it sounds bad but as long as i like it, it doesnt have to have profound meaning to my life. I have 2 now so i would like to get more. I envision my arms sleeved, lol.
State is goin to the championship round, which is cool. AND i get to watch it, so yay for monday.
new fast and furious movie is cool. call them dumb but they are good for entertainment.
im tryin not to be all emo in this blog, no one wants to hear my problems cause its all the same(bored, lonely, etc.)
i feel like i should stay up all night tonight just cause i can, but that probably wouldnt be a good idea with work tomorrow morning.
i think im done for now
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